yaaaay.

I hate having a cold.
My feet are cold and my nose is running. Yuck.

This last week has been pretty hectic, but I got my Christmas break yesterday, so I can relax now. Would be nice to not be sick while doing so, though.
I am incredibly bored. I will be home all night, keeping my cat company while my sister has a party. I'll probably join some of the socializing, since I know a lot of her friends and the drummer of our band came home from uni yesterday, so she's coming and I haven't seen her since august.
I'll watch some friends and drink some tea. Lolz.

Take me with you.

I've been listening a lot to Secondhand Serenade lately. A lot. It's getting unhealthy. There's this song, Take Me With You, which kind of reminds me of the guy I have a crush on.
That's what I do in the weekends, when I just can't be bothered to do some socializing (but on the other hand, no one really wants to socialize with me, so what do you do?) and just sit at home by my computer, listening to music, maybebutprobablynot studying. I was actually a good girl earlier today and studied good for the History test I have on Monday. It's almost eleven now, and I'm not finished, though. I should really get to that.

I finished the book I have to read by Monday for Swedish. It was really difficult to read. Not that it was written in some weird, deep way which needs hours and hours of analyzing to have a shot of understanding the purpose of, it just reminds me of some things I felt a couple of years ago. Things that wasn't exactly fun to feel.
I hate to think about how depressed I was back then. I'm glad I'm not now. School is so much better now, and I think school was a pretty big reason for my notsohappy emotions. Or at least the people in it.

Anywho, I already wrote a depressing blogpost about it in swedish, so I'm not gonna bore any potential reader...

Secondhand Serenade makes me want to be a really good guitar player. I mean, I know the basics, some chords and stuff, but I want to have skiiiillz, man.

I should get back to studying history.

I may be sad, but I'm not weak...

Hey, it's me again. Heh.
Today was useless. I missed two busses, because of some stupid Christmas concert they had in my school. The music was pretty good, but it was very 'Oh, christianity is very good come join us!!', which I'm not very fond of...not because I have any problem with christianity, I go to church pretty often in fact, but I don't like when people are trying to make me become faithful.
But it was a girl who talked about how God had made her life good, which I thought was really strong of her, since people don't really talk about faith and stuff seriously here.

But it wasn't too upset about missing the bus later, since I got to watch my eye candy for a while. He's so cute. I just can't believe I got myself in to such a mess again. I hate having major crushes on people I barely know (but at least I've talked to this one). It makes me so pathetic >.<

At the moment I'm listening to Secondhand Serenade, which makes me even more mushy. And I should really be studying for the math test I have on Friday. I hate math tests xO but I like math...
I should really be getting better at studying. I really suck at it. It's not like I can't get good grades and stuff, I just can't be bothered to try. When I try it usually goes well. Gahhhh, I hate that I'm so lazy!

Anywho...I should probably do some other stuff and then get to studying...wish me luck?

English blog...

So, I decided to blog some in English as well. Because...I like it? Bleh, I don't know.

I guess I'll get straight to it and tell you about my day :)
I woke up, dragged myself and ate breakfast. I went to bed again, thought I could stay there for fifteen minutes before I had to get up for real. But when I had been lying there for a few minutes I realized that I really wasn't that tired so I just got up. It was pretty good, hah. I'm usually so tired.
The first lesson in school was Swedish. We saw an episode of a series about the Swedish language, which was pretty cool. Then we did boring stuff xD
The second lesson was History. We have a really awesome teacher :D
Chemistry was next, which was pretty notsome, our regular teacher is pregnant and isn't going to work the last weeks before Christmas, we've missed a big bunch of lessons and we have a test next Thursday >.<
Lunch, my friends wanted to steal one of the gingerbread houses, I told them we should make our own instead (I made Hogwarts last year :D), and then we walked around aimlessly around the school for a while since we didn't have any maths, and I should have gone home because I didn't have any french either, because my teacher was going to listen to the Nobel Prize winner in medicine when he held a speech for the people who are two years over us...
But I didn't go home since I didn't know that, and now I should really go and study. Or write some music. Hm...